Scrambled maen

I’m not quite sure of what I want, Doc. I must be the most screwed up human being in this whole damn world. I try to get people’s approval by saying that I don’t need their approval. How the fuck am I gonna get to be happy thinking and acting like this?

Look, all I’m saying is that I have the most fucking ranging humor ever. In fact, sometimes it doesn’t even range. I sometimes feel both happy and sad at the same damn time! Now how’s that even possible? I know that human beings are complicated as hell, but you ain’t gonna say that I’m not different and this kind of stuff happens to everyone, are ya?

See, I’m not trying to look different, I’m just looking for some relief, OK? So you can please just cut the crap and get straight to the point, will you?

Doc, I’m willing to do drugs, go through treatments, take medicine, alternative medicine, anything! You name it, I do it.

I’m looking forward to hearing from you.

Yours,

Daudore.